My luck seems to being sucking lately. Like today, for example, I received the second opportunity to see my favorite tennis player, the number one in the world, play the championship game in Boise, however my back had other plans for me. I knew the walking would be on a long trail to get to the destination and sense my left hip was basically detached, I figured I’d better stay home. So here I am with a box filled with minty candies awaiting my massage to try and loosen the somewhat broken back that I had. When arriving at the place, like anyone would, I judged each little thing. It was small, the front desk people were bickering about something, and it wasn’t as fancy as the original one that I partake in, but this was an emergency and I needed fast pain relief. The lady knew what she was doing and before I knew I was fast asleep drooling with comfort, literally. The point to this story is not just the simple,”don’t judge a book by its cover,” but to always assume the best in people. Generating positive energy into every situation, though sometimes hard to do, can cause a relieving feeling just like the massage therapist generating energy and relieving my pain. You put good in, good will eventually come on in good timing. Till tomorrow
Today was a pretty relaxing day, filled with bits a pieces of distress and including the occasional sugary treat that ultimately makes me relax. It’s a cycle, not too kind, but somehow keeps me stable. Went to look for prom accessories with my date trying to look like a capable drive but failing in the focusing, but he didn’t seem to mind. In fact, things were going swell. For the first time in a long time, I didn’t care of what I was saying at lunch and other things brought up during the day. Honesty kept the conversations going and I knew that this guy is just a good person. Maybe the fact that I’ve been mislead by so many gentlemen, if you can even call them that, makes me think that really whatever I say, do, and relate to him, doesn’t stop the conversation and the laughter from stopping. On another note I was given a difficult decision on wether I share something, that I tend to keep private on, or stray away from a event that could cause me embarrassment and possible awkward moments that may or may not effect me. Once making the most clear decision, I felt better about my self even though I feel like I may have let my friend down. This is my life and I just have to choose between right and wrong. Well, till tomorrow I guess.